2013년 12월 31일 화요일

What kind of King makes peace with His own blood


What kind of King makes peace with His own blood



Sermon for Pentecost Last, Proper 29C, preached on Sunday, November 24, 2013.

An oft repeated hope raised from the dust of the battlefield is a war in which there are no acres strewn with fallen dead and wounded warriors. In this hope only two champions meet in battle to resolve the conflict. The lives of all hang in the balance of one battle and one who remains standing after it is done. It is an oft repeated theme in movies, such as the recent installment of The Hunger Games series. In fiction, each side picks its own best warrior to fight. Today we see the fantasy as real. God has sent His own Son to wear our flesh so that He may fight all our enemies, one Savior against sin, death, and Satan. Christ is the King who fights for the life of the world to make peace through His blood. Kings are usually insulated from suffering and death. But not Jesus. He is born like us so that He might suffer for us, in our place, and die the death that we should have died. Earlier in the Gospels, when Jesus says before Pilate who questions if Jesus were indeed a king, our Lord says, "It is for this I was born." He is born not to inspire us or teach us how to be better people or have better lives. He is come to do battle, to suffer, and to die. He lives the life we should have lived and then we are credited with His righteousness. He dies the death we should have died and we receive forgiveness and life by His sacrifice. He rises not for Himself but to bring His people through death to the life none of us deserve nor dare claim as our own. That is what it means to call Christ King. Fifty years ago this week JFK was assassinated. His time as President was often called Camelot – a fantasy and romance of high ideals and nobility. But Jesus kingdom is no romantic or fantasy place like Camelot. His is no inspirational story meant to bring out the best in us. He is King to suffer and die and make our peace with His own blood. His Kingdom calls us not to fight with Him but to receive the fruits of His one, all sufficient victory. That is what it means to call Christ King. Kingdoms are often fearful places in which subjects come in terror before their powerful monarchs. But Jesus kingdom is no fearful place to us. We cower not in fear of the unknown but are bidden and welcomed by what He has revealed to us by His suffering and death. We may enter Christ's kingdom as enemies but we are made His family by our baptismal bath in His blood. There we encounter the blood of Christ that cleanses us from all sin. It becomes for us the washing that gives us new birth. There we shed our old lives in captivity to sin and in fear of God to live the new lives of His grace, seeking the holy and loving God as Savior. That is what it means to call Christ King. Here we live out this life. Called by the voice of His Word, washed in His blood, we are bidden to assemble in His name here – here where through the means of grace He bestows the fruits of His suffering and death to us, undeserving though we be. Here we live out our lives in the Kingdom, receiving from the Word and the Sacraments of Christ the peace His blood has secured. Here we come as sinners who have fallen and we are restored through forgiveness. Here we come as the wandering whom He has sought and found. That is what it means to call Christ King. Our Lord does not trust our lives in His Kingdom to us or to others. He makes it His own solemn duty to sustain what He has begun. His kingly reign is manifest not in some distant glory but the glory of the means of grace, where we encounter Christ and the power of His blood in the places where our King has appointed, where He comes to us to finish the new creation born in us in baptism. That is what it means to call Christ King. Here, as we acknowledge what He did, we find in His work the surprise of a future beyond our imagination. His Kingly reign is no earthly peace keeping force but the promise of eternity given us by grace. Just as the past pointed to Christ whose kingly reign would come from the cross to a world in need of redemption, so everything about our lives in Christ points us to the life that is yet hidden within Him for all eternity. He has made us His own prized possession. He has formed us for Himself. He has made our peace by His blood. He has gone ahead to prepare a place for us. What this means is that nothing in our Christian lives today is an end in and of itself. Everything points to what is to come, the foretaste of the promised future, and pledge and down payment of His finished work. That is what it means to call Christ King. Too often we talk as if Jesus were some fantasy King who inspires what is best in us. We talk of His kingdom as if it were some virtual reality instead of a real place. We talk as if faith were merely a choice or decision to follow Him and love Him. What audacity and hubris! We treat Christ as some glorified earthly ruler instead of the redeemer of the world whose suffering and death have brought us forgiveness and life and whose blood has washed us clean. Our King and His kingdom are no fantasy or spiritualized reality designed merely to inspire us. No, our King has come for the reality of our lost lives, to bear the burden of all our sin and guilt, to pay its awful price, and to make peace through His shed blood. He has come to accomplish all of this and then to give away what He has won as the free gifts of grace. As this end of the Church Year, we see all of Christs saving work through the lens of Calvary and His saving work there that gives us life. One man, one life, for all men and all lives, one death to end death, one peace thru His one blood. Do not call Jesus King without seeing that kingly reign from the cross and the kingdom of the crucified Christ established by His death that gives us life and the blood that makes our peace with God, with each other, and even with death. Amen.


The End of Soccer Season


The End of Soccer Season

Soccer season has come to an end for Eli this year. I don't know if this is going to be his sport, but I definitely think Eli had fun playing this season. Being one of the youngest and smallest on the field was not easy, but Eli made the best of it. I think next year there will be a HUGE difference in his agility and speed and watching him play will be completely different than this year. Even still I think Eli's first soccer season went incredibly well. He made some new friends and learned more about teamwork and working together. Here are some of the pictures from Eli's first soccer season highlight reel :)








My little guy ready to play!

I loved seeing his expression when he got the ball.


Giving Coach Jimmy five



Look at that form!

Half-time break

Thumbs up, Mom!




Waiting to receive his medal

Eli's favorite part to soccer season…getting his medal at the end of the final game.

Giving Coach Jimmy his thank you gift for being a great coach.

Eli and John Matthew



What a great end to his first soccer season!




Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry


Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry



Pushing the LimitsbyKatie McGarry
My rating:5 of 5 stars

Echo Emerson is a girl suffering amnesia about a terrible night. She knows something bad happened but can't seem to recall what, no matter how hard she tries. Noah Hutchins is the loner-type bad boy that seems unreachable, but also really hot. Thrown together in shared classes and then again in the counselor's offices, Noah and Echo are drawn to each other.
I freakin' loved this book. As per usual, I found out about this series from the teens at my library. We couldn't keep it on the shelves, and I kept having to add each new teen requesting it to our ever growing hold list over the summer. So of course I did what any good librarian does and added myself to that list too! lol
Now, it took me a bit to get it but once I did I couldn't put it down and read it over the course of two nights. I like YA that includes kids from different backgrounds and living situations, and this series follows a group of teens that have been through the foster system. It's also a romance so there's plenty of love and learning to trust another person, but it also has a counselor/therapist as a major character helping the main characters navigate the intense issues and traumas they are dealing with. I liked that. Too often the adult supposed to help is a negative force without any counter-balance, but in this book the therapist is at first untrusted and then proves themselves to be a person/adult that cares and can actually help.
Bottom line, this series is addictively (yes I made up that word) good and worth the wait:)
This book was a library copy.


Monday Play Spanish Lessons


Monday Play Spanish Lessons


Monday, Master's day off, was a beautiful day, cold outside and just perfect for staying inside and watching movies, with no kids around to hear should I get a little, um, noisy.

We watched for a while, then he let me go get my collar, cuffs and leash. He had me put the collar and leash on and sit beside him on the couch, leash pulled tight across his lap. There are few things in my life that equal that feeling. It's almost embarrassing how much I love it.

Instead of putting the ankle cuff on me, he began to beat my ass with one, then with both of them. I held still as long as I could, lying across his lap, then began to wiggle and squirm.

"Hold still, slave, or I will beat you with the buckle end".

That sounded much worse. I held still.

He then led me to the computer and had me sucking his cock for a good long time, stopping or slowing me when he'd get close. He had a crop in his hand and was using it for "encouragement". Once he asked me if my jaw was getting tired, and amazingly enough it was not, though my knees were aching and I kept switching positions to relieve that strain (hardwood floors not so good for kneeling).

Later, upstairs, he took me, and then when he was done he beat me again with the crop so long (and I remember asking for more- crazy masochist!) that I sat uncomfortably all the rest of the day. The hot shower afterward was very stingy!

In the morning, I thought perhaps a very sore pussy from the cropping it received would prevent more horniness. Not so! But he had to leave for work right away, very early.



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Spanish Lessons

Later on that evening, we were helping our son with his first year Spanish practice, and he's working on conjugating llevar (to wear).

I danced around the room with my hat, saying:
"Yo llevo un sombrero."
I gave the hat to Master:
"Tu llevas un sombrero", I said.
He looked at me with a raised eyebrow.
"That would be "usted" to you, chiquita", he said.
"Erm, yes, of course. Usted llevas un sombrero".
How handy of Spanish to have a formal/respectful way of saying he wears a hat.




It could be worse


It could be worse



I have to laugh at all those reassuring clichés that people trot out when someone's in a tight spot or feeling a bit pissed off. They make you feel better for about ten seconds until you start thinking about them and realise they're total bollocks.

"You should be grateful for small mercies." Why? I want big mercies. The bigger the better.

"It could be worse." So if my house has fallen down, my wife's died and the car's been stolen, that's okay because it could be worse.

"The meek will inherit the earth." No they won't, they'll be shat on by every ruthless bastard who sees them coming.

"Your day will come." Probably not. The odds are it's already come and gone without you noticing.

"Always look on the bright side." Suppose there isn't one? Suppose it's a total calamity and all you can do is climb from the wreckage? (Another version of "It could be worse")

"You'll feel better in the morning." More likely you'll feel worse as you start blaming yourself for the disaster that was caused entirely by your own stupidity.

"It's all good experience." No it's not, it's a crap-fest that teaches you nothing except not to jump into things feet first.

"It'll all work out in the end." Or alternatively it'll turn into a bigger and bigger mess until you just want to top yourself.

"Every cloud has a silver lining." Not necessarily. It might be a budget version with a cheap and nasty polyester lining.

"We've all been there." Have you? Do you have the slightest inkling how shattering and demoralising this was? (Another version of "I feel your pain.")

Of course nobody truly believes all this nonsense. The real point is that it expresses the other person's sympathy and concern and kindness, and that's what counts when you're feeling knocked for six.

So the next time I'm down in the dumps, by all means tell me it could be worse. I'll know what you're really saying. I'll know all those silly words are really just a big hug and a loving kiss.


First December


First December

So today is the 1st official day of SummerThe first day of the Festive season andthe day my Mum died, 12 years ago.




I think that our culture doesn't have enough festivals. I like Christmas. I like creating memories and fun times and a bit of magic for my kids. My Mum did that for us. She loved CHristmas.

New stuff I've found recently.


I don't like to 'kick Christmas off' until this day though.(and I pack it away December 26th without fail!)





(more new stuff - especially love the packaging..)

Mince pies with mint-choc-chip ice cream and cream. Coz why not.I will not bombard my blog with Christmas though. We keep it pretty simple. Decos we like, outings and fun times. And wrapping up the school year.. all keeps us busy!Happy Days!Thank you to Bakers' Delight for the mince pies (SO GOOD!!!) and the christmas cake.








Come on up to the house ...


Come on up to the house ...


One of the great blessings in my life happens on Thanksgiving Eve when we do our annual American Music and Poetry concert. Just about 10 minutes ago, after a lunch meeting, I was stopped by a man who was at last year's show who told me he hoped to join us again this year. "I was blown away at the collected talent you had up on that stage." Me, too - it is a joyful and humbling experience to be surrounded by so many GREAT musicians who are also GREAT people! (That is not always the case, right?) But there are NO divas allowed - just players and singers who love one another and the music - and what to share it in an authentic celebration.
This year we're kicking things off with a take on the Rascals' tune, "Good Lovin'" - it has kind of a ska groove happening now. We'll do some a capella country songs, our version of the Wilburys' "End of the Line," a smokin' take with our young player Ethan burning down ZZ Top's "Sharp Dressed Man" as well as some gospel, original tunes and a few surprises. Our local public television station will be recording the gig, too so I hope to be able to get a DVD made into clips for You Tube.

There are three things about this show that I love: First, it is all American music - not because American music is the best - but because Thanksgiving is a uniquely American holiday. So we've got Lou Reed tunes next to Linda Ronstadt ballads, rock'n'soul numbers followed by "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" with a bit of jazz and a capella hymns through in for good measure.
Second, this gathering brings together folk who have been doing the show with me for 6 years. It feels like a family reunion of sorts and we have developed a deep affection for one another. We back up one another's songs, we hold each performer in prayer as she/he is doing their thing and we revel in the beauty of working together for the common good. I can't wait to see my dear friends again.

And third, the people who come out to these shows are always taken aback by how much fun they are. Oh, there were a few old souls who thought they were going to a traditional Thanksgiving worship service - and they left bewildered. But by now people come to rock and roll and sing out with abandon. They come looking for the thrill of singing together in a sweet way.

All told, it is a gas for everyone involved - and we raise a few thousand dollars to help Berkshire residents who need fuel assistance during the coldest time of the winter. So, if you are free tonight at 7:30 pm, come on up to the house, as Tom Waits put it, and we'll have a good time!

Post script: the show was a GAS. We'll have clips soon and pix, too. Here's a shot from our ZZ tribute with Ethan Wesley nailing "Smart Dressed Man."




AlphaBakes Dec 2013


AlphaBakes Dec 2013






Hasn't the year flown by? I can't believe it's December already. AlphaBakes has been running for 22 months now so there's only 4 letters left of the alphabet. If you haven't already seen the amazing "O" round up on Caroline's blog then do head on over and check it out.
You probably won't believe me but this is the honest truth! The random letter generator selected "X" for December (after excluding all the letters we've previously used). I think it's fate as Caroline and I had discussed that we would pick X for December to enable everyone to enter any 'X-mas' related bakes. I can't actually think of another recipe or ingredient that starts with X so will be very intrigued if you do. As it's Dec and Christmas is almost upon us, we have a lovely prize for 1 lucky winner selected at random from all eligible entries. It's a copy of World's Best Cakes sponsored by Jacqui Small Publishing. I wrote a review on the book recently if you'd like a sneak preview. You will get 1 entry to the draw for each recipe entered and 2 entries to the prize draw if your entry is not "X-mas" ie if you can think of something else for X. As Christmas is on 25th Dec, the deadline this month will be extended to 28th December 2013 and a round up will be posted before the New Year. Please remember to email alphabakes@gmail.com with your entry.The prize is available for UK addresses only.



A reminder of the rules.....

1. Post your recipe on your blog and link it to The More than Occasional Baker and Caroline Makes, stating the relevant month's host. If you do not have a blog, email us a picture and a brief description of your entry which we will include in the round-up at the end of the month. 2. You can use your own recipe or someone else's recipe. The recipe can be sweet, savoury or a mixture! Anything goes as long as the random letter is predominantly featured in the recipe as one of the main ingredients or flavours or in the name of the bake itself (i .e . not as a garnish , or using 'flour' for the letter F!) You can also republish old posts/recipes but you must include the information for this challenge as stated in these rules. 3. Add the logo to your post and add 'alphabakes' as a label to your post. 4. Email your entries to alphabakes@gmail.com by midnight (GMT) 25th of each month. Please include:

Your name (that you want included in the round up or we will use the name of your blog)
Your blog post URL
Recipe title
Photo of recipe (to be included in the round up)5. You can submit as many entries as you like.6. You do not have to participate every month to join in.7. You may submit your entry to other challenges as long as it complies with their rules.8. If you use twitter, please use the tag #alphabakes and mention @bakingaddict and @Caroline_Makes. We will retweet all those that we see. 9. Have fun! :)